Hopeful on Fridays.

Friday, July 10, 2009

" Retrospect. ; 10:17 PM "

As the winds blow the sands, and they come and they go,
so we must part and run our own freedom show.
Come what, come may, I show you my thanks for many a day,
you my dear friend will be remembered, I say.
Will you remember the time, the many we shared,
everyday for you, a thought will be spared.

Rachel's a genius.
(Gin Yin Gin Yin Gin Yin, its so hard to say, You've gone away, so far away
Gin Yin Gin Yin Gin Yin wish you could stay, forever more,
Gin Yin Gin Yin Gin Yin,you're all we have, cuz you're the best,
Gin Yin Gin Yin Gin Yin, we miss you, we miss you,
Gin Yin Gin Yin Gin Yin Gin Yin!)

Rach, I leave you must compose song for me also. Can eh! Caitlin Caitlin Caitlin.
Eh NAHH. ITS GIN YIN'S DAY. (AND DANIELLE'S DAY ALSO)

I MISS GINZ.
For the longest time, oo-oh.

Today was quite awkward. I'm so glad to see Two One like really really really bonding, and sticking together. Man oh man. I was so numb I couldn't cry, and I felt so void of emotion amidst all my sobby classmates. I'm usually the sort that would be one of them, and seeing people who don't usually cry break down in front of us in the canteen was so... what's the word, personal? So genuine? So earnest?

yeah. And it was gut wrenching for me as well. I guess this is just a preview of what's to come when we get streamed by the end of the year. I LOVE TWO ONE YAW, yes underneath all we put up as a macho man show, I know you guys are very sensitive and emoshunal and vely vely sweet.

The class really put up an effort giving her stuff! This is Annabel's awesome masterpiece. All her stuff was revolving around MJ. FTW FTW FTW!

I LUPS YOU MUNCHKINS.

Gin Yin's fave Math teacher. HI MRS WONG.
Nico :"THE BEAR WILL PRAY FOR YOU?!"

See, i'm the love of her life.
SORRY WE LEFT YOU OUT, ERIN.

I like MinYee. Aiyo Fang! How can you not keep track of where your wallet is!
I like minyee. WHOOP CIRCLE LINE. Megan Fox is so chio!

Here's two things to piss junyi off : I watched Transformers, and I want to say this to Gin Yin

"I was crying on the staircase begging you please don't go"

HAHAHA. Think the whole class was doing that.

Bai Bai Gee Why ):

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEOW!

And I also think MJ's ghost is a scam.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

" Out with the old, in with the new ; 9:08 PM "

Jiggle your belly like a bowl full of jelly!

LET'S GO GERMAN!!!!!!!!!!

Guten tag, do po isk dick.
HAHAHAHA.

do po isk grossest.

Oh, if only you knew what I was saying
HAHAHA.
Its not german. Its just german han yu pin yin.

do isk bimbish.
HAHAH!

JUNYI JUNYI!
Flightless bird cover by Kina Grannis. Ah but you'll probably think its too light hearted for you. AH WELL. Actually I do agree that the original is nicer.

My brother's discovered a new talent.

HE CAN BEAT BOX AND HUM AT THE SAME TIME. OMG, THIS IS WHAT HE DOES INSTEAD OF STUDYING FOR PRELIMS.

this thing. until like 0.30

But its awesome!

I'M GOING TO MISS THAT NUT HEAD.
wah GY you go tell su lynn all the gross german words for what! She'll insult me non stop know!
I love my class comm + Janey Paney.
YAY I'M GOING OUT WITH MINYEE TMR.
can you believe we've never gone out before.
And we've known each other for like what... 5 years?

Yay.

Class comm training was pointless, but and a waste of time, i would have died if i wasn't entertained by the comm! HEE HEE HEE.
CHOOFOO!
blehblehdeeblehdeebleh

PE KILLED US TODAY. And Mrs Nicks says I don't have thunder thighs. Recess is a piteous state.

Mrs Tan was very funny today.
"YES WHILE I TALK TO THESE GIRLS. I WANT YOU TO THINK ABOUT HOW YOU MAKE THE COOLEST HOUSE. NOT IN FASHIONABLE TERMS LAH"

Zambamkablam.

Oh my Oh my Oh my! HK buddeh's here on Sunday. FAST OR WHAT.

Happy Happy Birthday Nico!I loved SL's card. SO FUNNY.

At the brim.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

" We are the World. ; 8:09 PM "

Here's to MJ, though its been said countless times, the shock just sank in.

I miss MJ. You can totally cry watching Paris saying "My Daddy was the best daddy you could ever imagine"

Omg like Croc Hunter that timmme ): So emooo nao. But I shan't be as gay as Antonio.
Today what was supposed to be my free day + nap turned out to be rush like mad and finish work day.

Emo because GY's leaving. Emo because of this and that, fullstop.
What a really sad day. MJ's memorial service was heart wrenching. I WANT TO CRY ALREADY.

6 Jul 09, 18:57
alison: AMEN!!! eh what is chio? i am so stoopid...
(Pretty lah!)

5 Jul 09, 22:55
Erin: Well at least the burnt plastic smell isn't because of bad hygiene, it's because of your hair wax. Which, by the way, isn't very effective either. Afros are cool.
(I know i'm the bomb either waaay. and it didn't smell bad yesterday which means that is NOT the smell, and i don't think it oxidises either!)

So hot I might combust.
Paul Anchor so cute.

Short post i'm really tired eh.
Sorry but past few days been hectic like mad. I miss Su & Mars. & the dancer bunch.
Today and yesterday's English lessons were super duper engaging. (Y) (Y) (Y)

Everything and everyone's playing MJ now, I really can't believe he's gone. maybe its because his spirit sits so strongly with us and its engraved in our hearts, that we can't help be feel he's been etched into our lives and will stay there till we meet in heaven.

Singaporeans just spoil it.

(Insert MIM cover)
(Insert Superbowl)

SO SAD! He's like such a small boy and his voice so high. I really miss MJ.

Michael Joseph Jackson will not fade away.
And i'm going to brainwash my kids with his songs when they're infants.
Then when they are growing I will tell them how fortunate they are that I didn't force them into show business. HAHAHA.

OMG he cried every night when he was young eh ): 8 siblings. Mygoose.

Geniuses are never understood, and the best works come from people who are miserable.
I was having a bimbo moment just now, after school, now i'm emo.

Scold you upside down.
I am void of emotion now. Seems like MJ took his happy songs with him and now the world can't smile.

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Indeedo.

Even though "Smile, even if your heart is aching"

Think of you later.

I'm srsly scared of the dark, JAMIE YE ):

Disgusting Sushi at 11 pm @ night.

See the fun we have without David, the intruder.

Yesterday's ooVoo! Its NOT OovooDoo, David.

NOT BAD AH, SEEING WE ALL SWITCHED OFF OUR SPEAKERS AND MICS.
Man ): The cool one didn't get saved because my computer failed me. SO SAD. IT WAS SO COOL EH.

OMG LIKE MY WHOLE STREET YOU CAN HEAR MJ STUFF. THE NEIGHBOURS BLASTING MAN IN THE MIRROR. I SUPER LOVE THAT SONG.

I'M POSTING THAT NOW. AAAH I LOVE MJ.

Sunday, July 05, 2009

" Wait upon our God ; 9:13 PM "

Hey peeplezxx.

Well, today was sort of a disappointment, and a relief afterward. But it always ends up that way. During cell today, I was pretty upset that all we did was talk. I mean it wasn't bad talk, I just wish we had word & worship because we didn't have Word last week.

But we had to comfort poor Rach from her trauma, because she brought rather unsettling news. Yep, i guess you can't blame her, I think I'd be in a worse state if I were in her shoes. So we did some catching up, though all our weeks have been mediocre.

On the other hand, the good part was that we got our FULL cell, the whole 9 of us, and had to squeeeze. (Y) We took a full cell photo. Yep. Soon it was time for service.

Disappointment 2) Rach wasn't going for service, but instead had to go home to pack flea market stuff.

So we waited awhile for Val, who was supposed to come to church today. Five minutes after 11, Val called and said that her parents suddenly went to Malaysia, and she had to babysit her younger sister.

That was Disappointment #3. So we went up for service late D#4. (Yes i've got a peeve for being late) And Chia + I fell down the stairs. Not really a disappointment but it hurt!

Yep.

but afterward, during Worship, which Glenn led. And then this thought ocurred to me, and I don't know if it was from God or my own mental mind tricks. But either way, I got this message.

"Wait upon God because He blesses those who wait in faith more bountifully, and has greater things in store for what is to come."

And looking at the disappointments before D#3, I felt that if Val had come today, or if the 3 people I asked to church accepted my request, the service wouldn't have impacted them as much as what God wants them to. I guess I'm pretty grateful for that. So basically, if God wills it, the next time they come to church, the service would probably bring a bigger and better influence.

I say Amen. Because I guess God wouldn't put all these things in one day. And all of the people I asked to church turning me down, has to be some sort of message, right?

Dwight poke me, painfoo eh.

But anyhoo, after service, we had a great time @ Tea party. JAMIE SO DAO TODAY. haha that's jamie when she's BLOATED. WAH ALISON CHIAZ SO CHIO MANZ.
(Y) IS ANYONE LOVING THE RAIN AS MUCH AS ME.

Love COWS, goodbye.

Eh wowz. Look @ dees.

Please don't stop the rain.

Saturday, July 04, 2009

" A summer's disregard, A broken bottle top. ; 10:22 AM "

I found something worth coming online for! (Haha, okay another something)

I found KINA GRANNIS! Another youtube star, #3 most suscribed musician. One of the best along with David Choi, Chad Doucette and Jay Brannan. (:

I love jay brannans vers of Man in The Mirror! But he looks abit gay la. =/ I guess it comes with the voice.

I'll BRB i've got stuff to do.

Happy Independence Day!

My earrings greet you. (:

Tuition was funnnz. Aaw man, my janey paney ain't gonna be going for Saturday tuition anymore ): THAT GIRL HAS GOT TO START LISTENING DURING CHINESE, because I won't be there to remind her on tuition days. AND! SHE HAS TO START LISTENING TO CHAIRPERSON ANNOUNCEMENTS, because Gin Yin's leaving.

SAD AH MY DEAR.

Come, we go Vivo.

Ooh Mrs Tan called to say that the HK ppl don't need to be quarantined, so original plan is being executed. GILLIAN CHEAHZ LOVES MY BIRTHDAY CARD (:

I have never fully, in depth THOUGHT about MJ's Man in The Mirror, i mean they're just to listen for enjoyment. And now i'm to write about the song, when you can barely make out some of the lyrics on the radio. But they're beautiful lyrics, i just don't know what to say about them.

A diva is a female version of a hustler of a of a hustler.

Friday, July 03, 2009

" My Name is Foo ; 8:25 PM "

HAPPY BURPDAY ZHI YIN! (: Momma lups chu.

I'M FEELING SUPER TGIF TODAY.

But I'm feeling fat as well. Because my food cycle's been disrupted. I HAD LUNCH @ 4 ): And now I can't eat dinner, and I'll probably be hungry at like, 12 midnight, then fall asleep while not doing any moving around.

Hillsong gives me great goosebumps. Like some AWESOME sensation. And this is youtube, IMMA SEE THEM LIVE, PRAISE GOD!

African people are so beautiful and happy.

Today was a pretty okay day. had lots of free periods. Math was fun, Mrs Cheah didn't come, and we got to watch MM Lee cry. that nico teo ah, kept commenting on every scene, how Singaporean is she!

I was busy doing AEP sketches, I guess i can only draw half a perfect person. All my models look disproportionate and have cheekopeh looking faces. we had free periods, which were really, rather sadly unproductive.

Tolerate no more. Recess was (Y). TIFFANIE IS RANDOM. I like going BLEHHH at ppl. ITS FUN YOU SHOULD ALL TRY EET. Oh oh. And I went back to class and people (ahem cough erin) started smelling my hair, thanks ah. IT DOES NOT SMELL LIKE BURNT PLASTIC. then they were harping on it, and it JUST so happened that Mrs Nicks walked in to give us forms.

And she was like WHAT IS THAT SMELL? then the lot of them, Jw, Erin , Anne and i think Gwen were like ITS HER HAIR ITS HER HAIR ITS HER HAIR. D: Mean or whaaat!

MISS SOH WAS HILARIOUS TODAY. SHE CALLED ERIN AUTISTIC. Which she is. And Nicole Seah's responses are PRICELESS.

"Erin's autistic!"
Erin gives some really duh doi dumpdeedum face
and Nicole goes : I thought she was always like that!

FROG THE FROG FTW! Thanks la Erin you gonna fail geog this term.

COWS NEVER MOO WHEN OLD-PEOPLE CRY.

CARBON DIOXIDE, NITROUS OXIDE, METHANE, WATER VAPOUR, OZONE AND CFCS.
Awesome or what!

Erin : Miss Soh! Miss Soh! Miss Soh!
Nicole Seah : Hey that sounds like miso soup.
Miss Soh : YES I KNOW I'M VERY DELICIOUS!

OMGGGG HARHARHAR. I CAN'T WAIT FOR FRASERS ISLAND WITH ALL THESE CRAZY HOOTS. i like em.

Gin Yin. EVERYTHING IS ALL YOUR FAULT. ALL YOUR FAULT ): see lah, see lah.
NOW WHO AM I GOING TO BULLY ON THE PLANE TO HONG KONG, YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN TOLERATE ME.

MamaMIA.

teng ai wo hao ma? bssh what poppycock.

got any quid for me?
Oh princess, you're ready for greatness, you've never been more alive.

Omg i'm getting damn sick of t shirts. i got too many of informal ones that I won't have enough opportunites to wear.

3 Jul 09, 16:41
jane: AHMA!! i cant believe ginyin's going.. beijing right? sad:((
(yes mannn! ): What, you have to start listening to chairperson announcements now!)

1 Jul 09, 20:41
JAMIE: FOOOOOOO! i lurbz youuuu <3
(LUPS YOU TOO ZAMIE)

1 Jul 09, 20:32 Natalie Seah: HAHA, nevermind:)

1 Jul 09, 19:39 Mel: SIGH! She's angry at me now though!!! :( :( :(
(aye, why what you doo nao! ):

Thursday, July 02, 2009

" Trading my sorrows ; 8:47 PM "

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GILLIAN CHEEEEAHHZ. BLEHBLEH! Why are you on LOA.
(Y) Super lups you!

OMGOMG. She knows that guy i used to race against during swimming. Wah small world anot.
Gills looks happy :) Great she's settling down.

FASHION PHOTOGRAPHY MUST BE TAKEN IN SMALL DOSES. I'M SO SIAN OF LOOKING THROUGH 2871368016378621703621870368726 PHOTOS TO FIND INSPIRATION. THEY ALL LOOK THE SAME AND THE POSES ARE TOO CHIM TO DRAW.

BAH! I've got an idea for what I wanna do, but the world wide web does not offer it to me, or is too discreet for my short attention span. REALLY CANNOT LOOK AT ANOTHER SERIES OF MODELS PRANCING AROUND FLASHING THEIR SKINNY BODIES.

I put on weeeiigghhhht. I'm supposed to have muskular arms, long, toned legs and ABS by now, but instead, I look like a potato. RAHHHH. Kay, I got my research done.

And now I've been bombarded with 2 more projects. Awesome possum.

I think PE did something to my knee. I'm A POTATO LAH THANK YOU VELY MUCH. So many underweight people in class. THAT'S NOT HEALTHY. May I ask what kind of fashion is nudity? They're not wearing anything, how can that be fashion.

Stumbled upon this, THIS IS WHAT I CALL FIVE COLOURS IN HER HAIR.
McFly must be inspired by her.

I wonder if you have to be mentally unstable & corrupt/perverted if you're a fashion photographer. Hey wait a minute, my dad was one. But he didn't do that ^

This person really really really really looks like Leighton Meester, but its not!

Addicted to Flightless Bird, Mr. Yong. Thanks.

Jessica Miller is beautiful she looks like some greek goddess.
What the pong is burgundy. Oh right. the colour of royalty. Cool. why can't they call it that purplish red? I thought it was some plaid pattern.

What a bleh day at school. EP ruined everything. History was really cool. WOW BRAINWAVE. MY VOGUE CENTERFOLD GOING TO BE IMBA MAN, YOU WAIT AND SEE.

Well i'll post on alien-ation bout my day. Baiii

Tonight you rest in my mind. With a knife in the shape of your mouth.